The pain of transformation is ripping my body apart
Everything I thought was me is falling away
I can rest in the center of the storm
Knowing an opening is happening
Neither falling apart nor fighting it
Simply staying present and feeling it
Feeling everything I could not feel as a child
Holding my little girl in my arms and feeling it with her
It all becomes clear
I can see the record that has been playing before my eyes
Falling in the unknown
Everything is spinning
I am still present still here still feeling it
What if I can actually be free?
What would happen?
What would I do?
I can give my little girl everything she ever wanted
I am not alone because I have me
I will never leave my side
It is okay my love
You are going to be okay
You will se