I am diving in the depths of the ocean inside seeking the truth behind the curtains of pain. Creating space to soar up high in the sky and experience the joy and play of existence. I am starting to overflow and am longing for a space to share, connect and inspire others to join this divine journey towards the love we already are.
A girl is sitting under a tree and asking for a mother “I do not have any arms to hold you” she says “That’s okay” says the girl “my mother also doesn’t hold me” “Okay” says the tree “but I don’t have any ears to listen” “My mother also doesn’t listen to me” says the girl “Okay” says the tree “I can’t see you I don’t have any eyes” “It’s okay” says the girl “my mother has eyes byt she still doesn’t see me”
The tree stands still, unwavering The girl lies down in her own embrace and lets the tree hold her Not saying anything, not looking, not listening, but still a mother Still place to come home to, a place to feel safe, welcome, embraced A little girl was lying under a tree and in the tree’s embrace she rocked herself to sleep
“There has never been a person like you before, there is not anybody else like you right now in the whole world, and there will never be anybody like you. Just see how much respect God has paid to you. You are a masterpiece unrepeatable, incomparable, utterly unique. Even the hardest heart, the rock-like heart, will start melting in gratitude.” Osho
Urging to escape from my sorrows If I let go what will I have? The monsters are my best friends the darkness is my shelter and fear my only thrill
Ecstasy only lasts so long and once I have seen through the endless cycle of highs and lows the game looses its hook in me
What is left is a stagnant lake a grey shade of something that is no longer here
It is my safety my hell My mind is allowed to roam freely here To dream, to long for, to pretend and disguise anything that is real Here I can be a victim a dancer and a lover without having to lift a finger… The only problem is that I am dreaming and in these days I am missing life I am wasting away and falling further and further away from my truth, my center and from anything that can bring light into my darkness
She is a blonde girl full of energy. She is full of excitement and curiosity. She likes to investigate things and to understand how things work. She has a caring and nurturing nature. She likes to be outside and in nature.
She likes the colors pink, purple, blue and green. She is very strong. She has a lot of energy that she likes to express through movement. She radiates love, light and innocence. She has the ability to light up a room.
She is content with just being by her self. She loves to just be silent and watch things. She is fascinated with the world and appreciates beauty.
She is very sensitive. She is connected with oneness and unconditional love. She is meditative. She is full of compassion. She likes to dance and has the ability to completely let go and be total. She is very attentive, receptive and open to her surroundings. She is sensual and playful.
She is determined, clear, strong and has the ability to forgive and persevere.
She is creative and she likes to express herself with colors. She is grounded and connected to nature. She likes trees. She has the ability to give and receive. She enjoys herself and she is present in life. She is intelligent and has the ability to understand the world around her.
She is full of love and she likes to share it. She has a sense of humor and she likes to laugh.