A natural child


She is a blonde girl full of energy. She is full of excitement and curiosity. She likes to investigate things and to understand how things work. She has a caring and nurturing nature. She likes to be outside and in nature.

She likes the colors pink, purple, blue and green. She is very strong. She has a lot of energy that she likes to express through movement. She radiates love, light and innocence. She has the ability to light up a room.

She is content with just being by her self. She loves to just be silent and watch things. She is fascinated with the world and appreciates beauty.

She is very sensitive. She is connected with oneness and unconditional love. She is meditative. She is full of compassion. She likes to dance and has the ability to completely let go and be total. She is very attentive, receptive and open to her surroundings. She is sensual and playful.

She is determined, clear, strong and has the ability to forgive and persevere.

She is creative and she likes to express herself with colors. She is grounded and connected to nature. She likes trees. She has the ability to give and receive. She enjoys herself and she is present in life. She is intelligent and has the ability to understand the world around her.

She is full of love and she likes to share it. She has a sense of humor and she likes to laugh.

A letter to my inner child


I will do anything for you

I know it is scary

I know everything seems to be hopeless

I am sorry I wasn’t there for you before

I am sorry you had to feel so lonely

I love you

There is no rush

It is okay if you need time

You can have anything and everything you want

It is also okay to not want anything at all

I am here when you want me to come closer

I am always watching over you

I know everything feels scary and impossible

That it is confusing

You will never have to be alone again

I am here now and I will never leave you


In deep gratitude


What if you could be loved exactly like you are?

What if life was just waiting to give you more than you could ever imagine?

What if I told you I know it is true because it is happening to me….

To be allowed to be exactly like I am has set me free.

To realize that I am the only one who can give me permission to do so.

To see that I am held by the divine and its unconditional love, within and around me.

Having the freedom to do whatsoever I feel. To eat what I like, feel what I feel, express what I feel.

My body is becoming soft as my worries and complaints dissolve.

I am left with a deep sense of gratitude.

For myself. For the universe. For life.

A sense of completion as we are all one.

One creative energy, one living organism dancing together in perfect harmony.

Stepping into life


I am saying yes to life
I am saying yes to myself exactly like I am
I know that I am perfectly right to be the way I am

I know that there is nothing wrong with any part of me
I know now that my experiences have shaped me

I know that I am free to love all of me
To care for the parts that still feel hurt and confused

I no longer want to reject certain parts of me
I no longer want to hide from truth

I want to see what is there
I want to care for the children inside with tender loving care
Give them anything and everything they need

I am saying yes to life
I am saying yes to joy
I am saying yes to being loved
I am saying yes to experiences and unfoldings

I want to create
I want to see who I am

I want to take part of life
I no longer want to be a bystander watching from the outside

It is time for me to step into life

Welcoming Osho as my master


I have welcomed you as my master
In complete surrender I bow down and touch your feet
I am letting go, I am emptying myself
Coming home
Shedding layers

A movement of energy is happening
A whirling wind around me
Coming back to stillness and there is nothing left

Where am I and what is happening?
Surrendering once more

I love you and I will now move you
You are doing well keep going

A cosmic joke
A laugh and I come back

A sense of love in my heart an openness and a new vulnerability
Held by the energy field around me

My sensitivity is welcomed here
There is no need to suppress or deny it any longer
The time has come for me to start shining my light
To stop hiding in the shadows

To walk out in my aloneness like a mirror
Creating space for others to follow
Letting my light overflow

Guided and held by the universe
Everything I will need will be provided
There is nothing for me to do
No need to worry
Just be
Just unfold

Present in each moment
Moving spontaneously

I encourage you to love to accept to flower
You are coming home my love
Welcome home

Ready to be me


I am ready
Here I am
Hold my hand and show me the way
Taking off my armour standing naked and exposed

I am shedding layers
Letting the fear wash away

Seeing it is my choice to choose joy and bliss, trust and love.
Ideas of who I should be falling apart

Cracking open and allowing the divinity of live to flow through
Saying thank you for the lessons I have learned
And asking for more love and light

I am ready to be me I am ready to be free

Burning all the bridges
Excitement, love, bliss and fear

Silent as I know there is nothing to be done
I am here

Good night my dear
You have nothing to fear

this is me … ❤

To Face our Fears


When something hurts we have a choice. To hide, suppress and avoid or we can choose to evolve. To sit down and feel it. What is it and why am I so scared of feeling it?

I am starting to see that nothing is as scary as hiding from ourselves. When we hide from ourselves our home becomes a scary place, hostile and unsafe. Our body becomes our enemy and a split occurs. We need to step away from our body in order to stay safe. Our body mirrors us, it shows us what we feel and brings us back to our truth.

So when we split from our body we are free in a sense. Free from seeing what is actually there. But we are also cut off from our source. Cut off from the love, light and play that we are. We enter the world of the mind and life becomes flat. We need distractions and to constantly be stimulated in order to feel okay and stay blind to the fact that we are missing the essential qualities of life. It is scary.

The only way out is to choose to wake up, choose to open our eyes and see what is there. Sitting and feeling an uncomfortable feeling arising within, the choice to face it does not seem as scary anymore. Little by little we can face our fears. Each time seeing that we come out on the other side. Each time we have created more space for us to be. More space to breathe and love and dance.

These fears keep us boxed in, they keep us from seeing that we are capable of doing whatever we want. All is possible. These fears keep us small, they keep us obedient and chained in to the rules of society.

I am facing my fears everyday, each time choosing to stay, breathe and feel. I am starting to break out of the chains that have been holding me down. I am seeing that I have wings and I am learning how to fly. I am seeing that the world is available to me and that anything is possible. No one can stop me or hold me back besides myself.

Love, Leela